Wednesday, March 19, 2008

I'm broken, when I'm open...



Ok, Im back, with my tail between my legs. I'm just going to throw it out there...


I went back. Again. It was OK for almost two weeks. Last week. He BEAT me. Badly. My mother thankfully woke up and heard it and called the police and probably saved my life. He was arrested and arraigned and there is an order of protection in place. I am pressing charges to the fullest extent possible.

This picture should give you an idea of just how bad it was, this was taken yesterday, more than one week after the assault.

Stay with me people. I'm in a really bad place and I need to find myself again.





11 comments:

working mom NYC said...

hey, Kel--
I would love to get together on Sunday, as well (if life permits). So sorry to see the damage that bastard caused you. I'm glad that your mother kept you from being injured further. You don't deserve to be hurt - you deserve love.

Be brave, you will get through this.

Lisa

pat said...

Hugs Kel and I will always be here no matter what.

Pam said...

girl. I've been where you were. I've been where you are. AND I AM WHERE YOU CAN BE.....FREE.
Free to laugh again, live again, and see all the good in life again.
You CAN do this.
You ARE doing this.
Stay in the day darlin'.

Syd said...

Kel, you're doing the right thing by pressing charges. There are people who love you and want you to be safe. And to live life to the fullest. Do what you need to do to take care of yourself. I believe that you are now seeing that you deserve so much better than this creep.

Beth said...

.... .... .... .... .... I'm not going anywhere, but I truly hope that you are beginning to KNOW you ARE of infinite worth and DESERVE to be deep in your heart HAPPY. And, your sons need to KNOW that it is NOT okay to treat women this way.

Wife de Dingus said...

I've been checking your blog everyday... and I was guessing because you hadn't posted that you went back.

Hang in there...

Tab said...

I hope you get the help you need.

{Tab standing beside Kel}

XO

sillypants said...

Huge, huge thoughts, prayers, and well wishes headed your way. You have to know that your mom did the right thing and that you are doing the right thing as well.

Know that we are all out here rooting for you ....

vicariousrising said...

Kel, I am so glad you posted. I'd seen your comments here and there in the blog world, so I knew you were still around, but I was really scared for you. I am so sorry you were hurt again, but I am really, really glad you are ok and safe now.

I like what Pam wrote about you being able to be where she is - FREE. You deserve that and more. Be good to yourself.

Hugs,
Judith

working mom NYC said...

Hey, Kel--
Hope you had a good weekend...miss your blogging entries. We want you back!
Lisa

Misery Marketing said...

Shit Kel,
Ive been out of it. I was checkin your blog daily but Ive been up to my ass in life the last week. Im gonna comment on this entry before I read the latest one. Here's my comment: You have pretty eyes. Ok now I will read the next one.