I am having a really hard time learning to let go of so many things in my life that I need to let go of. I know that it is time to move forward and divorce Asshole. I know he will never stop drinking and will never be the man I need for him to be and I know I will never love him that way or want to have an intimate relationship with him again. And yet, I can not seem to let go.
Since the prince is living with his grandparents, I am fooling myself into believing that I am letting my controlling issues go, but in reality I am just displacing these feelings.
I feel like such a failure as a parent, as a wife, as an employee, and as a person. I know this too shall pass but when? When will I grow the F up and take care of business???
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You are growing right now..you can call this phase a growing pain phase if you like but do NOT ever call yourself a failure Kel.
I am back online ... your email struck a cord with me today.
Thanks for thinking of me.
You be sure to keep in touch..
that coffee date is on!
Love Tab xo
It all starts with the first step. Then put one foot after the other. You can do it.
I know what it is like to ache, struggle to let go, and be caught in inmobility. My Christian faith really helps me. I agree with Tab and Scott W's posts. You are in a season_and season's pass. And it's been said the 'hardest thing' about change is the first step. You are in touch with your feelings and that is a huge first step to peace, love and joy.
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