Thursday, February 28, 2013

No No No No...

Eight months worth of sharing to catch up on.  Pull the bandage off the wound method seems the only way I can put this down in writing.  La Petite, my youngest, only living child, is seventeen years old and has been living with his father on and off for the last few years.  I found out on Sunday morning and confirmed yesterday that he is shooting heroin.  Fuck My Life.

14 comments:

Anonymous said...

Not sure if this helps; but I am so sorry. Please know you are not alone. I barely get up everyday, but I do with a pray and a hope this will be the day my son will 'see' the light. I will keep you and your son in my prayers.

Syd said...

Kel, I am sorry to hear this. After all that you have been through to lose a son, and now to have your youngest be a heroin user is hard to understand. It seems as if there is such an epidemic of drug use. I hope that he will find a way to quit.

Dawn McCoy said...

Ok my fucking God. Can you go get him and put him in long term rehab? Force it or something?

Dad and Mom said...

I am so sorry to read this Kel. Take care of yourself and remember that where there is life there is hope.

Trying to take it one day at a time said...

Oh Kel. Im heart broken for you. I am so sorry to hear this. I am mentally weapping you in a big hug right now. Sending much love & thoughts your way

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Beth said...

That totally sucks, I'm sorry you have to go through this. I hope you find the strength to overcome this as you have adapted to everything else.

Barbara said...

Oh Kel, there are no words. I am so sorry. This is too much for a mom to have to bear.

Tori said...

I am so sorry....that seems silly to even write. Can you force him in to a rehab or something?

madyson007 said...

I am so sorry....I don't even really know what to say. I do know one thing this isn't your fault and you can not take any responsibility for it. You deserve a life with some peace....please fiercely search for it.

abbie said...

I am so sorry to hear that. I haven't been checking in much lately, just treading water here at home...please check in and let us know that you're still fighting. You've got lots of us praying for you.

Anonymous said...

Hello. And Bye.

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SOBERBOOK said...

I'm so sorry to hear about your son, there is Hope though don't dis-pare, there is always hope.
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